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| techno+sammiches+history book=almost thru the night
just 2 more hours->shower time->school->study, study, aid (trebuchet ftw), final, study, lifetime sports->home->study for 2 more hours or so->probably go to sleep
woahahahaha i'm hyped up right now, gotta gotta gotta do all this shit, no time lots of time do everything GO
GO
GOGOGOGOGO
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| DING!
god i suck haha
i can't believe i just said that, but ian and i talked about it i don't even remember how long ago, i just HAD to do it
bwahaha
god i suck haha
le sigh
haha
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| woo!
widescreen plasma monitor and new speakers with a crazy base 
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| so i found out me+sleep deprived=depressed and bitchy, so sorry about that NO WORRIES, i stayed home from school and slept 14 hours and am fine now ;D
but yeah, if my mom hadn't reminded me that it was already december, and whatnot, i think i would have just gone through the month without even realizing i had my bday coming, oh well, it would have made a kewl story how i just went thru it and treated it like every other day just because... it is... like every other day haha
which makes me think, there's not really a point for bdays or christmas for me
if i want something, i ask for it, if i can get it, sweet! if i can't, damn, oh well, might as well forget about it if i can't do anything about it
so it's like, what's the point? the time of year, the day of the month, and hour, doesn't mean much to me because... if i would want something for my birthday, i would have asked for it long before it came up!
i mean it's not like our age determines our maturity anyway, so what's it matter how old i am (besides keeping a trivial account of the time i've been alive)
and someone's birthday being the cause of a celebration isn't a good enough reason to throw a party, because basically.... whenever any of us have free time, we want to hang out, and that's basically just what we do, it doesn't matter if we have something to "celebrate", so it wouldn't be anything different than usual
and shiat, it's on tuesday, so who gives a damn anywho (i could understand it if it was during the summer like ian's and what we did then)
but otherwise than that, it's just any other day, and as it is at the moment, whenever any of us have enough free time to have such a "party", we would be having it anyway, so there's no reason to celebrate it if we were going to hang out anyway in the first place!@#!
bleh haha, that's my mom bugging me and asking me what i wanted to do "for my birthday"... NOTHING haha, it doesn't matter!
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| snow dei?
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